Lass geh’n

Mein Selbstbewusstsein liegt im Dreck,
hab’s gut verdeckt, mehrmals versteckt.

Hab es gesucht,
manchmal auch gefunden,
umarmt, mich gefreut – 
und wieder enttäuscht.

Die Winter sind hart,
manchmal auch die Sommer,
der Frühling gibt Hoffnung,
der Herbst vergeht, mein Herz bebt,
das Leben lebt.

Hab’ heut’ geatmet,
komm’ rein, geh’ raus,
hinein, hinaus,
tagein, tagaus.

Hab’ heut’ geatmet,
komm’ rein, geh’ raus,
hinein, hinaus – 
und wieder bereut.

Geht’s Dir wie mir?
Lass los, lass zu, lass geh’n,
unser’n Verstand, uns’re Herzen durchweh’n. 

Geht’s Dir wie mir?
Lass los, lass zu, lass geh’n,
unser’n Verstand, uns’re Herzen durchweh’n. 

Sonnenaufgang

Du bist
der Sonnenaufgang hinterm Horizont,
der Sonnenaufgang überm weiten Feld.
Du bist der Neuanfang der mich erhält,
der Start ins Leben –
das, was wirklich zählt.

Du bist
der Sonnenaufgang hinterm Horizont,
der Sonnenaufgang überm weiten Feld.
Du bist der Neuanfang der mich erhält,
die Kraft zum Leben –
die ewig gilt.

So bist du
Du
Nur du

Heute wieder wach gelegen,
um Gedanken weg zu bewegen,
hab mir den Kopf zerbrochen über dich
und mich und jeden.
Der Strudel zieht mich hin und her,
nach oben und nach unten,
ich hab keine Kraft zu fliehen,
gib mir deine – sind doch verbunden.

Bin immer auf dem Sprung zum nächsten,
ein vollgeknallter Terminkalender
verbietet mir zu atmen, zu pausieren,
ohne mich zu genier‘n.
Hab keine Kraft, bin zu erschöpft,
zu leben, lieben und zu geben.
Bitte gib mir Ruhe, Stille, Frieden
in meinem Herzen, um dich zu lieben.

My mask

My mask looks sad,
my mask looks desperate.
My heart loves joy,
my heart is smiling.

This is my mask. I don’t really like it.
It’s weird:
„Hey don’t forget to change it!“

I want to break out of it.

I like my face –
I like my heart.
I don’t need masks –
I hate masks.

Way after way

Way after way I go away.
Way after way I go away.
Way after way I’m here and there.
Way after way I wanna stay.

Way after way I let them down.
Way after way I let them down.
Way after way the keep on loving me.
Way after way they holding me.

The day, I went to you again,
this day, I love this day.
The day, you looked me in the eye,
this day, I love this day.

The sun is rising up again.
The son is risen for you.
The sun is rising up my friend.
This son, he rose for you.

The thoughts in my head

The thoughts in my head never come out.
The thoughts in my head,
they are so loud.
The thoughts in my head,
been busy today.
The thoughts in my head, they –
they run run away.

Some are little, some are big.
Some were angry – full of spit.
Catch them, if you can and if not,
Just leave them on the rod.

Some going to the flowers and
kissing them awake.
Some jumping on the beach and
be happy all the day.
Don’t catch them, just enjoy and look,
They hang around, give them a big hug.

The thoughts are living in my head,
The helpful ones, give them a bed.
Keep them alive, sing out loud and
provide.
Just snuggel up and cuddle up,
make things just comfortable,
like never before.

A Star

On the way I see this star.
On the way I view their bright shining sparks,
the heavens full of scars.
I have my own visible marks.

On the way I pass this tree.
On the way I walk through yellow fallen leaves,
a world full of dreams.
They are waiting for me.

Everyone wants to be seen.

On the way I hear this bird.
On the way I sing as loud as it, we flirt.
This life, full of words.
Sometimes they hurt.

Everyone wants to be seen.

The weight of Love.
Fading Love.
Waiting for Love.
I’m afraid to be loved.

Everyone wants to be seen

Little romance

He is sitting on the floor.
She works beside him at the door.
They are enjoying their time.
Each for themselves side by side.

He is writing a song.
She crafts the paper on and on.
Writing words, letters and lines.
Colouring, cutting, feeling fine.

Crawling towards her on the floor.
Coming closer more and more.
She looks him straight in the eyes.
God – what a damn hot guy.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhh

His mouth reaches her ear.
He’s starting whispering lovely words.
She is smiling, turning red.
They really want to go to –

Lalala ladada ladadadaa. 

As I am laying on the chest.
I’m thinking: Lord, I’m so blessed.

Ich hab für Dich gebetet

Ich hab für Dich gebetet,
dass die dunklen Wolken schnell über Dir
hinweg ziehen, dass Du wieder
die Wärme der Sonne spürst und Du
wieder Deinen Weg siehst.

Ich hab für Dich gebetet,
dass sich Dein Herz so voller Liebe füllt,
dass es wieder anfängt zu hüpfen und
Du wieder leben kannst.

Leb das Leben – nicht irgendeins!
Lieb Dein Leben – denn es ist Deins.
Gott sei Dank – dass er Dich hält.
Gott sei Dank, denn Du bist es wert.

Leb Dein Leben so wie Du bist.
Leb Dein Leben, vergiss Dich nicht.
Gott sei Dank – er schenkt es Dir.
Gott sei Dank, denn es gehört schon Dir.

Fly

I got my wings on a mountain, high.
I got these wings, so that I can fly.
I got my wings, like a lullaby.
I got my wings, please let me survive.

To see your holiness in here.
To hear your whisper in my ear:

Fly away my Dear.
Fly like a bird, so free.
Fly, spread your wings, right here.
Fly, be free, my Dear.

You God give me wings, so that I can fly.
You Lord give me peace that I survive.
You hold my heart and my soul, provide.
Your strengthening love, is what
I need to fly.

I say goodbye

I will walk – on the clouds. There
I will pick – the fallen stars, of hope.
And I will cry – like the rain in the sun and
I will laugh – so heartily. And

I say goodbye. I say goodbye – to the fight – inside.

I struggle inside – with all this anger,
with all this sadness – that makes me tired, so tired.
Dear little girl – that bears my name,
I’m here for you – I’m taking the time for us.

I say goodbye. I say goodbye to the fight inside my mind.

I can see the strong in me.
I can feel stability.
I can smell this sweet peace – I’ll have in me.
I can hear the loving voice.
I can taste this wonderful choice.
I can dream of this all – in my heart.

I will leave – this fight behind.
I’ll be brave – I don’t hide.
I face the light – I come to breath.
I wanna change – to find peace.

Miss you

Why did we hurt each other?
Could we even breathe?
And still I miss you.

If the sun refuses to shine, I will let you go.
If the sun refused to shine, I would let you go.
If the sun had refused to shine, I would have let you go.

I wanna see you, wanna feel you, wanna know you.
Wanna touch you, wanna hold you, wanna go to.
Wanna squeeze you, wanna tease you, wanna love you.
Wanna lay on you, wanna show you, wanna thrill you.

I wanna feel, your goodness, your kindness, today.
Wanna see, your love and your care for me, here.
Wanna feel, your goodness your kindness today.
La da daaa, la da daa, da da daa, da daa.

Want to hear you, wanna feel you again,
I gosh I love you, but where are you?
Want to see you, wanna think it’s alright.
Wanna love you, but I don’t wanna fight with you all night.